Post by Iona Gethen on Apr 23, 2011 17:45:21 GMT
• • Iona Maegan Gethen • •
Eighteen| Swimmer| Aquakinesis
I wanna be laughed at, laughed with, just because I wanna feel weightless and that should be enough
Music blared through the lone flat that Iona had acquired last year. It resided in probably one of the rougher areas, but Iona didn't mind. She normally was only in her house to sleep, and eat. The music drowned out any other sounds which could have come in from the street outside. Heavy bas beats caused the floor to vibrate, her lips moulding themselves into a smile as she tried her hardest not to shout out the lyrics, but it was hard. It was her favourite song, and her favourite part had just started.
Do or die, you'll never make me
Because the world will never take my heart
Though you try, you'll never break me
We want it all, we wanna play this part.
Won't explain or say I'm sorry
I'm unashamed, I'm gonna show my scar
Give a cheer for all the broken
Listen here, because it's only
I'm just a man, I'm not a hero
Just a boy who wanna sing his song
Just a man, I'm not a hero
We don't care"
She started getting dressed, throwing her hair up in a loose side ponytail, her body making jerky movements each time the bass beat wrecked the floor. Today; she was being a normal teenager. Earlier she'd done something stupid, and she knew she couldn't go into training now, so she'd called in sick.
After thinking over in her head about her situation, she had almost come to a conclusion. She couldn't swim competitively, not without a guilt conscience. She thought she was cheating. But the thought of thirteen or so years going to waste, she couldn't bare it. It was a spur of the moment thing. She wouldn't do it again.
Although no matter how many times she told herself she wouldn't cut again, she couldn't guarantee it. She had been diagnosed as bipolar at a young age, and her moods swings could be awful at times.
Instead of her trademark Jack Wills hoodie, she threw on a My Chemical Romance 'The Black Parade' jumper, hoping to blend in a bit more. She didn't like flaunting around wearing expensive clothes when she didn't need to. Shoving on her black hi-tops, she snatched her iPod out of the speaker and put in her earphones, continuing the song from where it had left off.
Locking the door behind her, Iona started walking in a random direction; not towards the city center, but towards the suburbs. Past the suburbs she knew there was woods that she could explore, perhaps even find a little lake or pond to practice her power.
The walk through London only took around twenty minutes, and she was walking slowly. It was only 11:30am, she had all day. When Iona found a small forest, a grin crept onto her features and she kept walking.
Inside the forest, she walked for around half an hour and still hasn't found any small ponds or anything like that. Furrowing her brows slightly, she started climbing a nearby tree. It was tall; and if she climbed high enough she might be able to spot somewhere.
Green clumps of moss clung the bark of the tree, covering most of it's branches and making the surface ultimately slippy. Grunting with the effort, Iona kept climbing as high as she could go.
Suddenly, her foot slipped on the moss on the tree branch and she lost her footing. A scream of surprise escaped her mouth, as she clung onto the branch above her. She was a good way up the tree now, too far to let herself fall and not be hurt.
She started panicking, flailing her dangling legs and only let out one word.
"HELP!"
• • •If you look in the mirror and don’t like what you see • • •
• • •You can find out first hand • • •
• • •What it’s like to be me • • •
• • •You can find out first hand • • •
• • •What it’s like to be me • • •
• • • NOTES • • •
• • • No-one :: TAGGED
• • • Dunno C: :: WORDCOUNT
• • • Jogging bottoms, MCR jumper and hi-tops:: OUTFIT
• • • Someone join? :3 :: NOTES
• • • Lyrics to All Time Low and MCR:: CREDITS
• • • No-one :: TAGGED
• • • Dunno C: :: WORDCOUNT
• • • Jogging bottoms, MCR jumper and hi-tops:: OUTFIT
• • • Someone join? :3 :: NOTES
• • • Lyrics to All Time Low and MCR:: CREDITS